by Rachel M. Wilson
Caddie has always had games that she would play with herself that she believed would keep her world in order. If she kept extremely clean and washed constantly, the world would make sense.
For a while, the games controlled her. But she got counseling and things got better. Things seemed to work out even without her games.
Now, however, her parents have suddenly separated and Caddie's games begin again.
If no one touches her then her dad may come back. And she means that literally. No skin to skin contact whatsoever. She avoids all touching at all costs. If she gets touched, that means she has to go back to washing again to scrub off everything that might stop her dad from coming home.
High school is difficult enough to get through with her games, but she's now been cast in the school's production of Hamlet and she's Ophelia.
Acting means trust.
Acting means sharing.
Acting means touching.
And touching means that her father will never come home.
Final thoughts: Great story about OCD and how it affects not only the person afflicted, but all those around her. Three-quarters of the book is really amazing and draws the reader in. Unfortunately, the last quarter is a little messy. The book feels realistic and the author has end notes that include her own struggles with OCD, so there's definitely a feeling of honesty in the pages. Great book for those who suffer from or know people who have OCD.